It's Monday again: time to come back at that office where Tina feels she can no more be herself.
The patriarchal hierarchy at her workplace made her so unmotivated she thinks everyday to find a new job: she would rather go washing the dishes at a restaurant than keep going there every morning.
But after all, that's her job: to achieve it she spent so many years studying and specializing herself. Only, she can't believe that everyday her less educated male coworkers are getting that great promotion instead of her, or are getting assigned that project she was so interested in.
Her love life too is making her feel less worthy as a woman since she broke up with Mark. She is dating new guys, but with none of them she feels free to express her whole alpha-female personality: seems like they only want her to be the perfect housemaid, washing the dishes and doing the laundry along with satisfying all their desires, and I mean their male desires only, in bed.
With Mark, sex was completely different. They broke their relationship two years ago, but she still keeps in her bedroom drawer that huge purple strap-on dildo they used during their wild, unrestrained sex encounters.
With Mark she could be the man of the situation. She would just put on her huge strap-on and suddenly, the underrated, humiliated woman was gone.
Mark just used to bend over their bed, waiting for her to penetrate him, reverting finally the gender roles Tina was so tired of. She can remenber him moaning like a little, girly whore: she would then punish him with a good spank or a flogging session.
Then it used to come the time for her own pleasure: all she had to do was sit on his face waiting for him to obey all her directions.
Sometimes Tina would call a male friend to join their fun: the friend would have wild sex with her while Mark was watching. They started to join swingers club, where they could easily meet male bulls who would be very happy to cuckold Mark, and online communities populated by people in their lifestyle.
No, Tina is not made for vanilla, missionary penis-in-vagina sex. She just insists on dating guys because of her fear of loneliness, and to please her family that makes her feel pressured to marry and have kids. Is this really the life she deserves? A pleasure-less monogamous marriage, only to please others and to fulfill the role of the perfect woman?
A text message notification interrupts her musings. It's from the guy she's been dating for a couple weeks: 'hey bb, how r u?'
This time, Tina does not think twice about what to answer:
'hey bb, got headache from all those sexist jerks at my office: i'm sorry i don't want to see u again'.
She googles the name of that swingers club she used to go to with Mark: who knows how many
kinky couples look for a female Dominatrix spicing up their evenings?
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